On Sunday I made another trip up to the cross. I persuaded Danita to make the trek with me because I needed pray and leave some thing behind at the foot of the cross. Things that I need leave in 2007 and not take into the New Year. Be done with it…and move on.
Things like holding on to a hurt which allows me to nurse a wound of unforgiveness. Or how about doubting God…and seeing Him as inadequate, unable or unwilling to answer my prayers. Seeing my problems as much bigger than my God.
Or how about misplaced priorities…and putting things before God. Not making Him a priority…and giving Him my leftovers.
Maybe I should leave behind disappointment in others…because my hopes and expectations are not being met. That they are not acting as I would have them to act. It might be good to say goodbye to the attitude it’s about me.
I’d be wise to jettison the tendency to attribute impure motives to other’s actions…instead of walking in grace and mercy.
How about that tendency to go to others and seek their advice…before I go to God in prayer…or looking for a word of encouragement or thanks instead of being confident that my work was pleasing and glorify to God.
Seeing my past and what was…as indicative of what will be instead of going to God in prayer…and trusting Him and His perfect timing to answer my prayers.
Oh Lord…how might I be different in the New Year?
Saying, “I believe and thank You”. Trusting God and what His word says…instead of my doubts and unbelief.
Instead of a pity party…look around and help someone else who is hurting.
Take a few more risks…and reaching out.
Dare to keep loving even when it’s not returned.
Not keep pounding on doors God has closed.
Praying for those who have hurt me or annoy me…or even those I just plain don’t like.
See those lost in their sin…as God sees them. Reach out to them with love…and share Gospel message.
Walk in such a manner that I cause others to seek after and want to know Jesus Christ.
Jesus…you know the hurts of my heart…the things I can’t even say out loud or to another living soul. I leave them at the foot of Your cross…knowing that You will know what to do with them. I don’t want to carry them into the New Year. We’re about to head into a New Year…but You already know what it holds. Thanks for not giving up on me…and sticking by my side when others fall away. Help me to do that which You would have me to do. Help me to stay on track and go forward. Help me to see my future as You see it.